well lets see. marilou, rosanne and i are finally 17. just waiting on TUS .. dammit tus hurry up ... haha but yeah ... lets see whats been going on ...

BOYFRIEND ...

after my birthday things just kinda went downhill, my feelings for you are still the same, they always have been the same, we've been through so many situations like this and i want you to know that no one person or anyone could ever change what we have. and i know whats happened to you lately has put you in a weired position and im sorry i didnt know that things were still you know ... but love oh man ... i feel like your secretly taking your poo out on me whenever you see me, these past few days its like i have to urge you to hold me, hug me, kiss me, and even talk to me. its hard because i have to be a better person and understand the situation your in. i know i dont have a single clue as to waht you have been feeling lately, but hey remember me, the girl that you've been with for 2 years and over 4 months, the one who fell in love with you only 3 months after we got together. im still the same person love, please dont treat me like somethings changed ... muah ...

THE CLOSE FRIEND ...

im always gonna be here for you even when i think your decisions are dumb, i respect you and the choices that you make, although they do make me angry at times your still one of my closests friends ... even though we fight all the time ... muah .. im always gonna be here for you ...

FRIDAY NIGHT ...

the grudge, yes yes yes, were gonna watch it!!

OCTOBER 9th 2004.

awwwwww ... my birthday dinner / my house thing was fun ... haha i didnt expect them all to go but they did ... lolz .. i got the best presents and the weirdest presents ever .. sam bought me a coloring book with crayons .. lolz .. and fatima and ivan gave me a bag filled with treasures .. haha and each one was juss like the other .. muahah a.. well bye bye im 17 now as of today ...

back from school ... this is the earliest ive been home since school started. hmm lets see whats new. nothing really ?!? today is my only day off, i wish i had more but no, since marii and relle left its been me and britt ... lolz ... well other people too but egh ... ne ways, speaking of work. CHRIS and i are no longer friends. its kool, cuz i was never friends with him in high school to begin with. ive got other friends. so no more un necessary drama for me. and yea where is "agz" when you need her?! lolz ... whatever ....

oooOOh rinoa, me, marii, bebo, and tus are all gonna be 17 next month. muahaha TUS is the baby .... awwwww too cute ... lolz .. well yeah my dinner people remember, then my house, then yadda yadda yadda ... WOOO SLEEP OVER ... even the guys ... lolz ... i think.

my parents officially gave me my car ... thank god, after being pissy about it for .............. ONE DAY!! ..... lolz ... no i dont have to bum rides off of ne one. well hmmmm i think this is it. well see you peoples tomorrow ...

loosing friends suck, but if thats the way for everything to be better then thats kool, because in the end you find out who your true friends are no matter what the circumstances are. 0000000005' <<<<  lolz i juss had to, for a minute there i thought i was being serious ... PEECE ... 2 FINGERS ... lolz =D

hi hello?!? i havent written in here in a while. egh here everything that's happened . nothing much ... drama, well not mine, but im apart of it. lets see ... my parents got a new car, so no i can claim the civic ... bleh the end.

"if you dont want your man talking to other girls, then dont give him a reason to!!"